I really do believe in that motto, I am not afraid of what comes next because I truly think the story continues. I can't say that this is the truth, but it's my truth and my belief. Two weeks ago, I had to die. Metaphorically speaking of course. I had to move to a new town, a new job location (thankfully same job though, props to Starbucks) and a new home. So yeah, been going through a lot of different feelings and emotions, but now this is on me, I've got no one to blame but myself for what happens next. And I am not sure what will happen next, anything could. And the thing is, I am not entirely sure what I am or who I really am, have some ideas that's for sure. But now, I can focus on being the man I want to be in life, everything I choose I will do so for me and me alone. I hope I like me more than I do now, something I really need to work on. For anyone reading this, take back your life. Make it yours and live for yourself and no one else. I don't want anyone to get to the point that I am at right now, confused and a little lost. But look I am here now, I've got some of the best support around me and I am ready to do something that in all honesty has been a long time coming. I wanted to make a post kind of explaining what happened to me in all this time and why it has taken me a while to tackle the Glass Prison.
I don't think there is any good reason to place your life on hold, nothing. But I don't think I've been really alive for sometime. I have avoided a lot in my life for many reasons, lack of confidence or fear. I am worried a lot, many dark clouds in my skies. But it's all in my head, these fears and doubts are something I created and manifested to stop me from doing what should be done. And maybe I am being to hard on myself, after all these are all human emotions, it is something we all have to face and deal with in one way or another. It has been hard for me though, but I found help. I went to see a therapist for weekly sessions and I found to trust some truly great people in my life who have been there for me along this journey. And I owe to everyone I love to get this book out, this is my thanks to anyone who has ever loved me. I get really lonely, a lot of times, but I can't forget about those who believe in me, even at times when I have no faith in myself at all. Look, I am not fine now, but I am a much better man then I was a month ago, more importantly I am ready to get to work.
So what happens now...anything and everything, I guess.
With my computer set up now, next to a scanner and with the good internet at my fingertips, well it is time to infest everything with as much Glass Prison content as I can everyday. I might try to keep it to every week day, I am usually out and about on the weekends. But I also need your help. Yes you. I need you to see this, read it and share it around as much as you can in whatever way you can. Anything and everything helps a ton, so don't be shy. And speaking of being shy, please don't be, I want to talk to you. If you have any questions regarding the Glass Prison and all the beautiful creatures inside, message me on any of the many social media outlets and I will get back to you as soon as I can. I don't know much, but I know plenty about depression, addictions and loneliness. So if I can help you in anyway, let me know and I will be there for you.
So rejoice little clouds, the storm is back and in a better place.
Cheers.
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